Went to Joan's chalet for th past few days , its was fun but too bad that i couldnt stay . Bored , her parents are nice and friendly especially her mother . She is like keep bringing food for us to eat loh . Haha , things is still good as ever now to me . My life is back to normal and i stopped thinking of him . I'm glad that i'm awake now and had stopped dropping further down . Well , its been such a long time for me to keep clinging on him . Now i can finally put him down and continue with my life normally thats good . He's just a guy , a guy who normally just talk and never shows with his actions . I'm free ! After being able to let go , finally i can find real happiness . I can smile from deep down le .