Sian bored ttm . Everyday time just flew past , time is something that gone mean its gone you cant turn it back nor turn it fast . But all i ever wanted was to turn back everything and stop every bad thing from happening . I seriously doesn't want to lose him but i have got no choice and of course "her" . People might think i am trying to fake one but i dont give a damn . If i didnt just let her continue sniffing , i stopped her rather than letting her continue to harm herself . Yes although we have already broke apart but i just dont know why there's still this guilt that strikes me whenever i think of things that had happened during th past . But all i have to now is to continue my life . Haha . Seriously i hate my dad , he sucks yeah ? Keep threatening me with my phone . What's th fucking problem with you ? I hate it whenever you do this i dont like larh !!!!!! Fuck it man . Meici arh Meici , update your blog please . Joan arh Joan my "future di mei " ? Haha i know you love Yuanyuan nobody dare snatch de larh . Haha just joking . Jaslin arh Jaslin ni hao ah ! Love th way you joke bout thing s seriously you does know how to make people smikle . ^^ Laykwan , you love peace so do i . Peace is th best thing on earth but nobody can just let th past go that creates so much things but i have to learn to let go i know . Letting go of everything , things that have memories is kept with me forever . ^^