Today met him , was th last day we broke up already , i missed him badly but i knew he wouldnt come back anymore , he is already gone . Its good actually because i so naughty but he so good , he deserves a better girl than me . I must be optimistic , but cant bear but to cry just now , almost every where has memories of him , want to get out of th country and just to forget him but five months isnt that easy . Hope that he will get a better girl in th future , while i just wait for my future to appear for me . Let th destiny control my life for me , nothing more i could do to savour this relationship .


To HIM : Sorry for everything , i know i had hurt you but for everything that i had done to you . Hope you will get a better girl in this world that you doesnt have to change her and would be accepted by your parents . Goodbye . Forget th memories we had shared and me so you wouldnt have to suffered so much . Loves .